dream or reality

Fall I did on the ground
Breath knocked away from my inner guts
The look of her eyes drove me crazy
When I feel in love, I never realized

Pursue I did, to an endless bottom
Waiting for the proverbial eluding chance
Now and then, the heaven's used to open
Giving me the one fleeting moment of her glance

Wake up.. Wake up.. Where are you...

Eyes shut I sit, tired to no end
Wondering what happened was true..
No matter how much I tried I couldn't 
Muster enough courage to say, I love you..